*Sob sob.. >>My Poor Result

I knew my result on Monday (23/07/2007) around 11pm. I was so shock and sad about my own result. I didnt expect that I will do that badly. I know I do better than that but what to do? It has already become a fact. I failed ONE subject!! This made me into deep thought...

I feel guilty towards my parents for paying my fees and hate myself for doin so badly. Perhaps my teacher is right. I am too playful. I dunno if thats my limit or I just do not work hard enough. My teacher told me when I went back and see them on Tuesday morning, 'Judieth you should do alot better. It's just that you are too playful.' Actually my mood was not good at that time but I acted I am okay and stil joke around with my teachers. Her words really like slap me awake. A voice in me said that 'You can be better and just that you are not serious enough'. I guess I had do my best in my exams gua..maybe just a little last minute..

Now I felt that I am so far away from my friends. They do so good in their exams (especially the engineering friend). Congratulations friends!! I felt that I am nothing when compare to you all. Perhaps I really looked down on myself now. I felt that you all are like stars in the sky. I can see you all but you guys are so far away that I cannot reach you people. Actually starting from Degree 1st semester you guys are already like the clouds in the sky (so hard to reach) but now you guys are like the stars far far away from me.

I decided to work hard from the beginning of the semester. I wanna know my real limit is how much. Am I only this stupid or wad...Guess you all are gonna see a new me in coming semester. I wanna do well in my studies on my coming semester. Stop thinking about stupid things and get carried up by some matters, less going out and spend time in the library revising my studies.

KEEP IT UP FRIENDS!!!

>>> Jordan's Birthday...

20 JUNE 2007

That evening Keith, Avery, Stewart, Abubu, Jonathan, Jordan & me went for Fantastic 4..That day was also Jordan's birthday.Actually we had plan for his birthday, just pretending that we do forget his birthday..That day, most of my engineering frens finished their final exams.we all went for lunch at Expert Jalan Song..At that time, Jordan tried to remind us that its his birthday but we again pretend forget and dont know..He looked so disappointed that time..Maybe not everyone realised that.After lunch,we went to a few places to buy his gift..And that time our purse like all no money..hahahaha...But we r able to get him something in the end..

We inform everyone that we haf a surprise party for Jordan at Aldrin's condo..After movie, we ask Jordan to follow Stewart..In the car, Stewart ask me to call everyone out for supper..Then I pretend to call Aldrin..The fake conversations goes something like this:

Me: Hey..Wanna go supper?Stewart ask..

Aldrin (fake but actually nobody):Oh...ok...where is it?

Me: Stewart...Where to eat supper?

Stewart: Duno..u ask him any idea?

Me: He say he duno where to eat bo...how?

Aldrin: I haf no idea..By the way, I am at my condo la..u ask stewart if he wana come get his TV..

Me: Stewart..u wana go take ur thing at Aldrin's condo take ur thing?

Stewart: ok lar...

Me: Aldrin...we go over take thing now..later baru decide where to eat la...

Aldrin: okok...

Jordan didnt even realise that we haf surprise for him there..Keith them arrived but dun dare to go up cos worry will meet us on da way up..everyone parked their car far away from Aldrin's condo and shoes were hide inside the house..The 3 of us went up..when the lift open,da house was very noisy..so i shouted Aldrin loudly so that everyone know we r coming...but...unfortunately when we open the door, i can see ppl run to hide..hahaha...then

Aldrin come attend us say 'Stewart u come n get ur TV huh?'

Suddenly Shan Shan walk out and say: 'Stewart, where's others?'

Then everyone come out..

After that, we ask Jordan to go take some chips from the box..(his gifts were under the junk food...)Jordan is a curious person so he go take and found that something below the junk food.."Geeesh..."he say...

Then we all sng birthday song for him..and also Shan Shan on the 18th June...

Present opening time!!!!

Gel!!!For Jordan to gel his hair up so that dun look messy...hahahaha...

Jacket!!!

Bag!!!its time for Jordan to change a new bag liao...dun owes use the same bag... =p

Posing at the beach....hehehehe...

Nice beach....of course hafta take pics la...

Beach bench...

Enjoying the seaside view & sea breeze...

Leia (my niece) & I

Sis & I...

Ooops...Me!!!hehehe...

DeArest Mummy & I

Still wana see??Alot more...

My holiday2...

Redang Beach Resort.....

The snorkeling and diving centre

Summer house

Batik House

Evening beach

Morning view of beach

...

after i came back from my holiday,I haf a duty to do..which is take care of my youth people..there's a 3 days 2 nights camp at my church..my church youth gathered and we really had a wonderful time together..through variety of programs like life games,tasks,praise & worship,stations game,talks and many more to discipline them,train them to be a good leader and help them to grow spiritually..
With them I learnt alot...I really keen to see them grow spiritually and mentally..I am so glad to see them grow in this camp..really hope that they can be good disciple after this..and experience God's presence in their daily life...

In this camp,I was one of the advisor like tat..jux that my age is nearer to them..so dun really haf communication problem or any gap...they are all willing to share..thank God...Also,I haf other wonderful co-workers..I really thank God for preparing all these brothers & sisters in Christ to help the youth to grow.

This camp ends successfully...quite a number of them wana accept Christ as their Saviour and
grow in Christ..some even wana be full time pastors in the future...

Gambateh!!All the Best...

Every campers including the committee and advisor...

All the comittee and advisors

This is my group..the group that i take care in this camp..all very talented youth...may God bless & use them...

Every campers including the committee and advisor...

All the comittee and advisors

This is my group..the group that i take care in this camp..all very talented youth...may God bless & use them...

OH YEAH!!!Finally I've watch Pirates of Carribean3..hehehe...But final in around the corner...Worry!!*Sigh~

*Sigh~ Final exams...

Hi everyone....

Sorry for not posting up my trip...The reason is that I m having my final exams soon so have to study hard larr....If not I m going to fail soon...Haiz~ So I will postpone til after my final exams..It will be end of this month...Sorry..Sorry..Sorry..

Come talking bout my final exams, I really do not have confident...I really scare that I will fail..I do not do well for my tests or my assignments...That really disappointed myself..Not that I haf really high expectations towards myself but jux that I dun reach my own target...I feel so bad and sorry to myself...That's why I wanna start my revision..Hope that God really give me wisdom that I can remember what I've learnt...I will discipline myself by sleep less,play less and study more...I really worried bout my exams...*Sigh~

To all my dearest frens who's sitting the final exams...All the Best!!!May God grant you wisdom & good health to do your revisions and also during the test...Will remember you all in my Prayer..You can Make it Friends!!Believe in yourself and trust God will give you strength...Must also work hard & discipline yourself..A person reaps what he/she sow...

My final exams schedule:

19/06/2007 Accounting for success
20/06/2007 Law in global business
26/06/2007 Marketing concepts
Quantitative Analysis

All the Best to you all....Jia You!!Jia You!!Jia You!!!
Bless You...

i'm back...

finally..i m posting somethg...n got my laptop back..but now need 2 do QA assignment part B..



however, i wil try 2 post as many post i can..next week going to Pulau Redang, Genting & KL wif family..i will brinng my laptop there..hehehe...and post blog so tat all of u can see da beauty of Pulau Redang...for your info,it was a package with

1. 4 meals (Breakfast, lunch, tea & dinner)


2. Acommodation


3. activities (snookling, BBQ at beach, karaoke)

others not so sure..you will see in da post la..hehehehe...so happy tat i'm gonna meet my nephew & niece again..also,can haf fun...duno how does it look like..perhaps somethingg like these:

I'm not sure la..my sis tel me tat da resort we goin in da one Richie Ren shoot da movie there..so i guess will be very nice...looking forward 2 go there...but I gt flu n sore throat now..so sickening..hop can recover thn can haf alot of fun...