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Thursday, March 29, 2007

I never got my chance...It's too late...

we are singing of some church songs n hyms and some bible verse and also pray for her...Tis was a sharing from a church member about someone jux pass away...

This reminds me of my grandma...Wen I was in form 2, my grandma was sick and she came 2 Kuching 4 checkup and was proven by doctor that she gt cancer...I was sad at tat time...I dun reli take care of her because I got test and tuition...However, I go to hospital everyday to see if she gets well..but she gets worse...thn my aunt from Singapore suddenly appear at my house saying her passport lost..my favourite aunt for she loves me so much..owes gif me wad i wan wen i was a little gal...i oso din spend much time wif her and I was reli reli regret..

My grandma was send 2 hospital for treatment..she is so old (80+) and is a heart attack patient..imagine tat she has to go through da painful treatment..at 1st she cried painful..thn she started blur and at da end no reaction..she wanted to go back 2 Sibu but cannot cos plane dun allow, helicopter cannot cos wori she got heart attack..

Day by day, she became weaker and weaker..Doctor says jux ask everyone 2 come and see her for da last time..I remember very well tat evening we are in da room..we sing some church songs..we knew she can hear us..pastor come and pray 4 her..we knew tat she was waiting 4 my youngest twin cousin..bt onli 1 gets here cos da others gt test and no vacancy..my youngest cousin read bible verse to her and we sing some songs..thn she was gone..to heavenly Father..

after tat was our school long holiday..we went to Siar beach for holidays for my cousins all come out..it was a month after my grandma passed away..on da way back 2 Kuching?we got a phone call..it was a bad news..my aunt pass away..i was so sad at tat time..I was stil missing my grandma and yet my aunt pass away again..mum was thinking of bringing me 2 singapore and take care of her..but I never get da chance..I was so regret tat I din care bout her much wen she came..she's jux like knowing tat she's gonna leave soon and jx come back and see us...

Tat was a very bad year for me...I lost 2 close keen in 2 months...My life changed after tat..

*Appreciate people around you before losing them..Show and tell them your love before its too late..Or else you wil regret..

4 comments:

Eric said...

yeah.. i'll appreciate them..

saykhia said...

People come and go, and it's not up to us when their flight departs. This is part of the thrill in life! But hey, let's not do something we'll regret when a sooner-than-expected flight departs for the eternal destination.

yienG said...

2. ya....i strongly agree wit u coz i oso have that experience in life! Actually i oso regret that i did not with my grandma even she is very ill and she is in the hospital...hsss coz i am at Kuching! (i still love my grandma very much coz I am very close to her) But naw she oledi gone...so sad... but i know God always wit us,judieth ok? be strong>>god will always guide us... so friend we must always appreciate wat we have or want don't until we lose it...coz many ppl always regret when they lose somethings like me hehe so jia you didi GBU!

JuDiEtH said...

I knw its part of the thrill in life..jux feel sad wen come thinking about it..I know she will be happy wif God and we will meet again one day..I will be strong and live my life to da fullest so tat i wont get a chance 2 regret..I wana b dare 2 show my love 2 da others...thanx frens...