ImMaNuEL: July 2007

Thursday, July 26, 2007

*Sob sob.. >>My Poor Result

I knew my result on Monday (23/07/2007) around 11pm. I was so shock and sad about my own result. I didnt expect that I will do that badly. I know I do better than that but what to do? It has already become a fact. I failed ONE subject!! This made me into deep thought...

I feel guilty towards my parents for paying my fees and hate myself for doin so badly. Perhaps my teacher is right. I am too playful. I dunno if thats my limit or I just do not work hard enough. My teacher told me when I went back and see them on Tuesday morning, 'Judieth you should do alot better. It's just that you are too playful.' Actually my mood was not good at that time but I acted I am okay and stil joke around with my teachers. Her words really like slap me awake. A voice in me said that 'You can be better and just that you are not serious enough'. I guess I had do my best in my exams gua..maybe just a little last minute..

Now I felt that I am so far away from my friends. They do so good in their exams (especially the engineering friend). Congratulations friends!! I felt that I am nothing when compare to you all. Perhaps I really looked down on myself now. I felt that you all are like stars in the sky. I can see you all but you guys are so far away that I cannot reach you people. Actually starting from Degree 1st semester you guys are already like the clouds in the sky (so hard to reach) but now you guys are like the stars far far away from me.

I decided to work hard from the beginning of the semester. I wanna know my real limit is how much. Am I only this stupid or wad...Guess you all are gonna see a new me in coming semester. I wanna do well in my studies on my coming semester. Stop thinking about stupid things and get carried up by some matters, less going out and spend time in the library revising my studies.

KEEP IT UP FRIENDS!!!

Thursday, July 5, 2007

>>> Jordan's Birthday...

20 JUNE 2007

That evening Keith, Avery, Stewart, Abubu, Jonathan, Jordan & me went for Fantastic 4..That day was also Jordan's birthday.Actually we had plan for his birthday, just pretending that we do forget his birthday..That day, most of my engineering frens finished their final exams.we all went for lunch at Expert Jalan Song..At that time, Jordan tried to remind us that its his birthday but we again pretend forget and dont know..He looked so disappointed that time..Maybe not everyone realised that.After lunch,we went to a few places to buy his gift..And that time our purse like all no money..hahahaha...But we r able to get him something in the end..

We inform everyone that we haf a surprise party for Jordan at Aldrin's condo..After movie, we ask Jordan to follow Stewart..In the car, Stewart ask me to call everyone out for supper..Then I pretend to call Aldrin..The fake conversations goes something like this:

Me: Hey..Wanna go supper?Stewart ask..

Aldrin (fake but actually nobody):Oh...ok...where is it?

Me: Stewart...Where to eat supper?

Stewart: Duno..u ask him any idea?

Me: He say he duno where to eat bo...how?

Aldrin: I haf no idea..By the way, I am at my condo la..u ask stewart if he wana come get his TV..

Me: Stewart..u wana go take ur thing at Aldrin's condo take ur thing?

Stewart: ok lar...

Me: Aldrin...we go over take thing now..later baru decide where to eat la...

Aldrin: okok...

Jordan didnt even realise that we haf surprise for him there..Keith them arrived but dun dare to go up cos worry will meet us on da way up..everyone parked their car far away from Aldrin's condo and shoes were hide inside the house..The 3 of us went up..when the lift open,da house was very noisy..so i shouted Aldrin loudly so that everyone know we r coming...but...unfortunately when we open the door, i can see ppl run to hide..hahaha...then

Aldrin come attend us say 'Stewart u come n get ur TV huh?'

Suddenly Shan Shan walk out and say: 'Stewart, where's others?'

Then everyone come out..

After that, we ask Jordan to go take some chips from the box..(his gifts were under the junk food...)Jordan is a curious person so he go take and found that something below the junk food.."Geeesh..."he say...

Then we all sng birthday song for him..and also Shan Shan on the 18th June...